My dearest mother Lynnie
We both know, we had it rough since the beginning
I wish our love and relationship can be like in fairy tale
We will both end up with our happy endings
You often said to me, life is challenging.
I didn’t understand that, until I became a mother myself
As a woman, you nurture a child from conception, birth, onwards
Promise to fight for her/him to survive
Give a life and opportunities better than the one you had.
I wondered years questioning why you always push me hard?
Trained me so I can ” dance and sing” myself out of any hardship and trouble
Be a girl of dreams and compassion
Be smart and brave although things seem so confusing.
Coz you know life is hard and I am vulnerable
You stood as my rock and bamboo through our life’s endless struggle
Guide me through it all
You’re solid and flexible, a good example.
You’ve done it all, gave your best
Still ended up apart from your girl
How come we ended apart?
I wish I could tell.
Now we struggle time and distance
Even find it hard to agree on things
Right now, I look back and comprehend
I wouldn’t survive it all, if you weren’t there.
I wouldn’t be the woman I am right now, without you
I’m stuck with you; you’re stuck with me
We are unbreakable, can’t even find the reason to let go
No means to unlove, no reason not to care.
I will always love you
You will always love me
I am your daughter; you’ll always be my mother
For now and eternity.
(your wild and invincible daughter)